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Whadddddddddddup people ? Lol . So how's everyone going ? Aku ? Nothing much . So em *tengok calendar* Its Febuary already eh ? Cant believe how fast time has been running lately . So like my last blog update was last month's . Wow . Agak lama lah ye disitu . Anyways, PPMR is just around the corner . Riding . A cheetah *meaning it's moving fast you idiots* lol jkjk . Andddddd . Yeah skill blogging yang hebat terbang keluar dari otak mengisi atmosfera bumi *muntah pelangi*

So peeps , yesterday I met this one girl. Who cries out of her every single night before she went to sleep and wakes up acting like she doesnt feel the pain . . Who's arent sure of her own feelings . Who say's ' Im alright '' Aku okay lah ' even though she knows that she's broken . She listens to people's problems even she , herself was pretty much messed up in the inside because she knows how much it hurts to be hurt and not to be listened . She wears on a fake smile every single day and berlaggak dia bahagia . She was backstabbed , but she doesnt even give a damn cause she knows nobody gives attention of what she feels . And guess what ? Its the girl in the mirror :')

And you know what , it hurts that you have to act like you dont care when it really does kills you in the inside . It hurts that the people you trust is trying to bring you down . It hurts to wake up everyday with your eyes red and swollen . It hurts not knowing whether it is really your heart or it's just your mind . And you know what hurts most ? Is not to care when you know it is the only thing on your mind 24/7 and someone's voice gets stuck in her mind . . All the time . But this girl . This awesome little girl can go through every single second without her being stepped on because she know she is strong . And hey , she's AWESOME :) So why not let the haters hate . Cause its my life .