Sohai Assalamualaikum . So harini, 17 April 2013 <3 Lol . So like hai again . Korang sihat ? Aku ? Aku ? Akuuuu ?! Tengah gelak tak ingat dunia . Ha.Ha. Actually . Aku sedang sakit didada ni . Sebenarnya kannn kannn aku dekat bilik ICT with le classmate . Hahahaha . K drop the topic .

Actually , I just burnt my big memories i wrote about my freaking life . And im proud of it *hidung kembang* Im proud that ive finally made the geniusEST decision i could have ever done in my life . Read my lips *I moved on* I held strong to my past . Whatever i do i just cant let go of my old memories . Susah sangat nak lepas semua benda yang kita sayang . Yang pernah buat kita senyum . But those things that made me smile before is the things that saddens me most today .

Kalau orang lain boleh sesenang berhenti berharap . Why wouldnt i ? Kalau orang lain boleh sesenang forget people they love from their past . Why cant i ? Everyone else never look back . They keep moving forward , creating new memories . Then why the hell would i keep looking back to my past ? Maybe its time for me to grow up . Kan ? Kalau ikut hati . I really wanted to delete all those sweet text messages . But i dont . I really wanted to forget every single sweetest things you used to tell me . But i cant . Benji , i miss our old midnight conversation we use to have . I miss your childish voice . I miss those moments . * holding my tears*

I miss the days when you said you love me . I miss when you smile at me . I miss it when i still could call you my 'Baby Boo'. You how hard it is to just forget everything ? But guess what ? I let you go . I let us go . And i know that ive made the right thing . You have the right to be happy . And so thats what i did . I let you go . I let you find your happiness . And i know im strong enough . Strong enough to watch as you find someone who could brighten your days more than i could have ever did *finger crossed* =)

And im not looking back no more . Im holding my head up . Moving forward :) Well people . I moved on . And im glad i did . gotta go . masa ICT dah nak habis lagipun tak nak la keyboard ni basah dengan air mata kan :) . Assalamualaikum . Xoxo .

If we cant laugh

To the same joke

Over and over again

Why cry

To the same problem

Over and over again